I find it amusing that I ought to play a game to show my stability and happiness, although I never lie, so it's truth with omissions, a game I have played for many a day.
What's more amusing is that I'm called to support the lies that others cast.
And I realise how grateful I should be for my good health for all the times that I've tried to die and for all the times I should have died, nothing much happened, and sometimes I wonder whether I should try and live the life I've been blessed with when I see no reason for it, I'm too tired to try and run away by getting hitched, etc.
I just want to leave whilst I ponder on Islam, seeing as that's what half hooks me back, and the other half being my cowardice ...
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