Maturity

I was pondering on this. At present I'm not talking to my sister, I've been told I'm being petty however I think ignoring a person who mentally and physically abuses is not a bad thing. I'm not believed or maybe I'm not favoured.

I don't brag but I'm a great liar, however I've never lied to those I consider family, I can lie to the rest of the world, but lying to your heart is a big no-no ...

But due to the fact that I can lie I get blamed for well anything ... my sister (the same one I'm ignoring) used to do stuff and blame me, when I was younger I thought it was stupid and protested, but there's only so much you can protest before you just think fuck it, why should I give a shit if I'm the only one who cares. In hindsight I should have cared ... Ooooh well

So if I'm rude to her I get called on it, if she is then everyone will just look on wondering why I'm pissed ...  so now I ignore her, if she had basic manners this would be ideal. However due to this, she felt like rearranging the kitchen, so I can't cook ... fun ... should she be in the kitchen, she will fill the sink occupy every worktop and just walk around and not even acknowledge my existence, so if I want some food I have to wait till she has finished preparing, eating then cleaned up ... which can be annoying when you come home from work at 9pm and just want a bowl of cornflakes but can't get to the milk because she's in the way

Maybe it doesn't help my case that she only behaves in such a fashion when the re are no witness' thus insuring her status as the honest and innocent one ...

Can't leave, on each occasion emotional blackmail is a bitch, and I was about to go down the marriage route, but who am I to destroy another.

So am I immature and irresponsible ...

Oh well, that's my cry, take care for now